I'm finally starting to feel balanced with myself. If that makes any sense to anyone reading. It only really partially makes sense to myself. I don't feel as stressed out or as depressed as I normally do. Hopefully this feeling likes me and will stick around. *Knocks on wood.* Alessa is getting so big I can't believe she's already thirteen months. Even though time is now rushing by probably because I now have a kid I don't really mind at all. I look back and am now realizing that time just continues and continues on and theres nothing you can do about it. Not that its a bad thing it just sometimes makes me feel so small. I love how I have Alessa in my small little life she makes it worth living. I'm so proud to be her mother. I missed the last episode of Dexter > < I love that show even though all of my fellow dexterians are turning their backs on it. I need to read the fourth book but I decided I'm just going to wait until this season is done. I miss True Blood and got done reading all of the books that are out, sadly and no duh the books are way better. The show is a nice catchy try though.