The-Little-Tree-Frog

Left Florida to return back to my family in New Jersey. After a very nasty fight and my last straw snapping I finally left my ex. I do miss the intense heat and Florida sun but so far it's not that bad here weather wise. I do miss having my own place own things but do not miss bills and the stress that went along with living on your own. My case that the state of Florida had against the father of my child and myself was dropped and it's so strange because all of that craziness that occurred in this past year feels so long ago. I have only been back in my home state for a little over a month now and things are finally starting to return to nor

I need to be stronger, I hate the father of my child so much. I wish I could have had her and than he would have had just gone away. Now I'm starting to understand why so many people were upset when I decided to keep her. Because that also meant keeping his fake ass around me as well. Swirls of blah blah blah keep floating in my head but it's nice working all the time. Helps my mind stay off the negative things going on in my life. I don't understand why people make life as hard as it is? There's no need for all of this stress and drama and lies. I hate people so much. I want to write and get shit out but I feel like if I do that I'm going to

I feel like an old lady when I drink my coffee, I'm running to the bathroom fifteen minutes later! This has never happened to me but we change as we grow. I actually laughed at myself because I work in a cafe so I'm drinking a lot of coffee not that I already do my poor body XD but it just occurred to me today that I'm running to the bathroom every time after and I probably look like an old lady to my co workers. That and my rants about how people around my age most of the time suck at life. I have the day off tomorrow! Probably going to be trapped inside though because it has been getting chilly outside. If you think around 70 is chilly.....